Have You Ever Fallen Head Over Heels For Somebody?

Sometimes loving somebody isn’t enough. You should really stop trying to force relationships that clearly aren’t working to work. I think a lot of times people put themselves in these fucked up situations that make Future chuckle with how toxic they are by trying to save face.

When I was younger I was very lust based. Like I literally would bar hop with the hopes of “smashing on some randomness😎” for the sport of it. Legitimately out here sport fucking and ending up in these(post nut guilt) relationships with these strangers. I hated every single relationship lol like it got to the point I would be fake asleep during sex.

My partners could feel that I wasn’t that attracted to them. So instead of me being a man and breaking things off, I would see how far they would go to keep me around. They knew I had one foot in and one foot out but would try to have me stay with money and gifts. Never worked not even once to keep me of anything it let me know how LITTLE they valued themselves.

I think with adults dating you have to understand the fundamental fact that we are animals. That the reason you like that person is primal to a point that we may never understand as humans. Even with understanding that , you should seek someone who understands you.

I don’t believe in the one (shouts out to Escanor) I believe that you’re able to find multiple people who fit your criteria and you meet there’s. I describe it as the electric chemistry. Like when you go somewhere and you lock eyes but when you lock eyes it’s like you BOTH know you’re compatible. Like there’s the “ I GUESS I’ll talk to her 🥱“ vs the “ Bro if I don’t introduce myself to this woman I know I’ll have made a horrible horrible mistake I can’t recover from”🥴

Instead of wanting to fall into your animalistic nature, you’ll chill out. I’m not saying those connections are plentiful. I’m saying when you feel it capitalize and build that bond. There are plenty of fish in the sea but Marlin still only wanted Nemo. I guess I want to be with someone I care about losing for once.

I’ve got a long way to go. I’m at the point where I’d rather keep developing myself before I bring in a person out of boredom. I don’t know what I’m looking for but i know what it feels like. Next time I want to keep it but we’ll see fam.

What Do You Want To Be Liked For?

You’re a young guy. Living life and doing your thing. You have this innate sense that you want the world but you don’t even know what that means lmao all you know is what Lil Baby and 42 Dugg told you on we paid. You have adults in your life that you love and respect but maybe you don’t want their lives, or to follow the road map they have set for you. You start to come up a little and the petty shit you buy starts accumulating. Maybe you hate materialism. Maybe you hate how many people you “used to know” that got lost in the sauce.

If you think people are going to like you because of your petty drippin you’re one hundred percent right but as time goes on you’ll realize that they never really liked you for you just for what you can provide or appear to provide(if you know you know).

But all that shit is fleeting man. Eventually the roosters come home to roost and I don’t want you looking in the mirror wondering if the people you’ve surrounded yourself by would still be there if you weren’t the projection of your subconscious that you displayed with your possessions.

Measure your value in this world by the way others can look back and say you were an individual who made them feel brave/secure enough to be their strongest selves. Or atleast try to be. But if they try that’s one step closer to true connection. That’s all you can ask for. Your Gucci drip will 5000 percent get you clout lmao but it won’t replace you needing to be genuine to get true friends.